Man. I'm trying to have a good today. I keep flying back and forth between feeling angry and like crying. Maybe it's the humidity - or the getting up at 4:30 with little guy.
Or maybe it's Aunt Flo or - whatever, I don't know what. I had no PMS this month really so maybe it's a delayed PMS.
I feel depressed today, and I don't say that very often. Seriously, I almost NEVER say that. Little guy didn't want to eat anything I put in front of him for breakfast. And cried a lot this morning, which is not like him. I ended up in tears. I don't know what he wants sometimes. Turned out he had a tremendously wet diaper - which I never thought to check, don't ask me why! So today we're working on pointing to the crotchal area to let me know when he wants his diaper changed so we don't have to go through this!! COMMUNICATION!!!!
He knows the signs for some things and absolutely refuses to use them except when it doesn't matter. I'm frustrated. And I don't really need anyone to explain this to me or suggest anything or give me a pep talk I just need to get it off my chest!
So we went for a walk. And got groceries. Hopefully stuff he will eat. He was a happy guy the whole way. Now he's watching Sesame Street so I can just take a break.
On a positive note, I have Sushi Thursday to look forward to........
2 comments:
i'm glad you had a place to vent ... we all need that at times!
and i read your previous post ...
made me wonder why the lady had a need to be right, or have the last word ... God absolutely doesn't need to put labels on stuff - i think He just works on us where we are at - and through His word ... :o) ... maybe the lady is a baby christian, even tho' she may have sat in that pew for decades - that happens ...
i'm reading a cool book at the moment, written by stephen baldwin (the baby baldwin brother) ... it's called "the UNusual suspect" ... he became a Christian 6 years ago, and he's sharing a little of his life and what he's learned ... he's a funny guy, and i've been enjoying the read ...
happy thanksgiving to you! and blessings on ya!
Sometimes it just lightens the load just to be able to let it out--I hope that is what happened for you today.
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